I Miss My Mom
my mom passed away about 5 months ago and i think im going to die with out her. i miss being able to pick up the phone and call her. i call her now and it's just goes to voice mail. i miss seeing her smile. i miss everything about her. i guess it's just one of those nights but its been this way since june. not only that i took care of my mom the whole time and i had to go to back which is in a different state and she ended up passing while i was gone. i feel guilty for leaving her side and no one in my family understands what that feels like. they tell me to get over it and move on with my life bc she wanted it this way. but i just cant get over it bc she was so young. and im only in my early 20 and i havent been married and i feel like she is going to miss out on everything in my life. i just need to get this off my chest because its bringin me down.