Yeah, I Need To Stop Feeling Like That

I just got to stop being so angry and mean. I just get so overwhelmed, but tomorrow, will be another day. I do get so nervous. I just need to stop using anger, which is a mental illness, as an emotion. If my sister can act calm all the time, and I am so proud of her, then I can do it. I love my cousin, Will. He is tough as nails. I also love my cousin, Elise. I know people who do mean things, deserve mean things. But people who do nice things, they deserve nice things. I guess when I look at the whole picture, this is all my fault, I created imaginary friends. I took reality and made it my own. You know, I took reality, and try to make it my own. Not finding my right girl. Going crazy. I rebuke Satan, because he want to spend eternity in Hell. I just need to find ways to move on, because nothing going to happen to me, and I sit up there and worry.

chicago54 chicago54
22-25, M
Feb 10, 2010