It Never Ends, Does It?I always feel alone. I have all these people surrounding me, and I feel alone.. And you know, I think that's the worst part.. Being surrounded by people and feeling alone? But I think I do have a reason for my loneliness..
Sometimes, I want to be alone.. I want to just get away from it all. I want to have some time by myself.. But people always interpret it the wrong way. They LEAVE me alone. Do you get what I'm saying? I want to BE alone, not to be LEFT alone. Does this make sense? I still want to have people around me.. But heh, that's probably not possible since don't really have friends anyway.. BUT, my point still stands.. Being alone and being left alone are two complete different things.. Well, to me they are.
And I always feel alone because no one understands me. Nobody knows how I feel.. And if there's that one, good hearted soul who tries to talk to me and I appreciate it, they still don't get it... Only THIS would happen.. only to me..
I feel so alone.. I try to think of the positives.. But there aren't any. Why would there be? :
paintx 16-17, F 7 Responses 0 Jan 3, 2011