Is There Anyone Out There

Before Christmas I had everything, so I thought...I had a gf, a job, a house, 3 dogs, and fish. But Christmas day I lost it all. Now I live in my brothers basement. The pain comes and goes. I think things are getting better then bam I'm right back to where I was. I can't escape. It's behind every corner. The dark shadow is always there. No one can tell on the outside but on the inside I'm screaming and kicking and clawing. I don't know how to release it.

The sound is getting louder and louder, echoing in my ear
I am breaking aching and tearing in two
It's so dark, lonely and cold in here
I'm scared I scream and scream
Is there anyone out there

The sound is more constant now
It's rushing gushing at my feet
It's to my knees, my stomach, my neck
It's covering my head
Is there anyone out there

virgo0106 virgo0106
31-35, F
2 Responses May 7, 2012

at 17 i had a wife of 2 bikes 2 cars and a chev 1/2 ton truck all paid forour house was paid for but due to california lwas atthe time it was in both our names and our mothers name<br />
mywife was killed at 19 and our mother took her own life and the a$$ charmane got it all as i had been reported killed in action the day beofre and byt the end of the week it was all gone plus our bank account

ik what you mean. im sorry ): i hope everything works out!!