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Do You Think I Am Not Attractive Women????

MY LIFE IS NOT BAD, BUT I FEEL SO ALONE AT TIMES. EVERYDAY I WAKE UP IN AN EMPTY HOUSE.  IT’S SILENCE CAN BE QUITE DEAFENING.  I WALK DOWN THE HALLWAY AND HEAR MY FOOTSTEPS ECHOING THROUGH  OUT THE HOUSE.  A BLEAK REMINDER OF JUST HOW ALONE AND LONELY I AM.  THERE ARE NO RUNNING FEET OF KIDS.  NO MESSY ADULTS AROUND, JUST ME.  I GO TO WORK AND THEN I COME HOME TO AN EMPTY HOUSE.  NO ONE TO SHARE A MEAL WITH, IT'S REALLY -REALLY SUCK  YOU KNOW EVERY TIMES I GO TO RESTAURANT THEY ALWAYS GIVE ME TABLE WITH 4 CHAIRS, I LOOK AROUND AND I KNOW THERE IS NO ONE WILL SIT WITH ME, IT FEEL SO SAD,NO ONE TO SHARE A CONVERSATION WITH. 

YES I HAVE FRIENDS I CAN INVITE OVER, BUT I AM LOOKING FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND, A PERMANENT FRIEND, ONE WHO IS WILLING TO SHARE MY LIFE WITH HIM.  I THOUGHT BEING BY MYSELF WOULD BE A LOT OF FUN, I COULD COME AND GO AS I PLEASE, OR THAT IS HOW MY SINGLE FRIENDS MAKE IT SEEM.  BUT THAT LIFE IS NOT FOR ME.  I WANT AND NEED SOMEONE TO SHARE MY SUCCESSES AND FAILURES WITH.  SOMEONE WHO WILL TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK, AFTER I HAD A BAD DAY.  SOMEONE WHO WILL LAUGH AT MY CORNY JOKES.  MY LIFE IS TURNING INTO ONE BORING ROUTINE.  I GO TO BED ALONE AND WAKE UP ALONE.  THEN I EAT A LONELY BREAKFAST AND GO TO WORK.  I COME HOME FOR A SHORT WHILE THEN I AM OFF TO SCHOOL.  IN MY PROFESSIONAL LIFE I AM DOING WELL, SURROUNDED BY LOTS OF PEOPLE.  IN MY PERSONAL LIFE, IT IS THE OPPOSITE.  IT IS DULL AND BORING.  I NEED TO SPICE UP MY LIFE.  I NEED TO TAKE WHAT LITTLE TIME I HAVE LEFT IN THE DAY AND BECOME MORE OUT GOING.  GO OUT AND DO FUN ACTIVITIES, MEET EXCITING PEOPLE.  BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WILL NOT FALL FOR THE FIRST PERSON I MEET. I WILL BE A BETTER JUDGE OF THE FRIENDS I KEEP.  MY HOUSE IS CLEAN AND WELL ORGANIZED, BECAUSE THERE IS NO ONE BUT ME TO MESS IT UP.  IN MY LONELINESS I COOK AND CLEAN, BUT I WOULD TRADE THAT FOR SOME GOOD COMPANIONSHIP.  WATCHING TV AND GOING TO BED ARE THE ONLY EXCITEMENT IN MY LIFE AND THAT IS GROWING OLD.  SO TOMORROW IS A NEW DAY, I NEED TO START LIVING MY LIFE, I WILL START BY TAKING UP A HOBBY AND SEE WHERE THAT LEADS.  LONELINESS IS A CHOICE THAT I WILL STOP MAKING FOR MY LIFE.  HELLO WORLD, LOOK OUT I AM COMING BACK TO BE A PART OF THE WORLD AGAIN.
bunga87 bunga87 26-30, F 12 Responses Dec 3, 2012

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...everything has its own time, season and reason. You can't ask for it to come or go... May be the experience of loneliness is given to us in order to value that special one, when he/she comes into our life...

same here, since i was widowed 3 years ago (g/f of 13 years died on me) anyways, add me if you would care to chat sometime, i could always use another friend, and you might too?? john

I know exactly what youre referring to. Moving to an city i dont know anyone and work from home the majority of the time. Thats why im very thankful for my pup :P

Yep, that's exactly the attitude you need to have! "Hello world!" Love it! Your so pretty sweatheart, please don't settle for anybody, just for the sake of not being alone. I'm single but not lonely. For me it's so much better this way. Nobody to "answer to". What I do to pass time is just do things I enjoy. Read, write, music, ep, etc. If you do things you enjoy doing I bet you'll feel better. I bet someone will come into your life when you're not even looking! :-)

You are absolute beautiful and as well as your inner beauty is expressing your bountifulness to me.. It's just a time... This time will go and won't back to you.. try to keep yourself happy as much as possible....

just being "physically attractive" is hardly a key...

you might want to radiate an aura which tells more about yourself...

what do you do? what do you love? how much is the love deep? what are you ready to do for you passions?

You want your soulmate to be this and that.! He may also want you to be this and thaT in his time he makes all things beautiful! So you can begin by volunteering to serve in a specific ministry in the church..music, hosting , campus!

You need to work hard! TO be the person he hope to share with him!

very beautiful. now go play.

I think you are being too hard on yourself... You really are an extremely cute and attractive young lady, and I'm sure very few people here would disagree with me on that point... maybe you just need to be get out a little more and find creative ways to meet new quality people.

It can be tough to deal with, but it's not that you're unattractive. Perhaps you have high standards, but that's not at all a bad thing.

We all feel alone sometimes, even in a large crowd. You have a good attitude, and you won't be lonely, even when you're alone, with an active mind and active imagination.