I Feel So Alone
MY LIFE IS NOT BAD, BUT I FEEL SO ALONE AT TIMES. EVERYDAY I WAKE UP IN AN EMPTY HOUSE. IT’S SILENCE CAN BE QUITE DEAFENING. I WALK DOWN THE HALLWAY AND HEAR MY FOOTSTEPS ECHOING THROUGH OUT THE HOUSE. A BLEAK REMINDER OF JUST HOW ALONE AND LONELY I AM. THERE ARE NO RUNNING FEET OF KIDS. NO MESSY ADULTS AROUND, JUST ME. I GO TO WORK AND THEN I COME HOME TO AN EMPTY HOUSE. NO ONE TO SHARE A MEAL WITH, IT'S REALLY -REALLY SUCK YOU KNOW EVERY TIMES I GO TO RESTAURANT THEY ALWAYS GIVE ME TABLE WITH 4 CHAIRS, I LOOK AROUND AND I KNOW THERE IS NO ONE WILL SIT WITH ME, IT FEEL SO SAD,NO ONE TO SHARE A CONVERSATION WITH.
YES I HAVE FRIENDS I CAN INVITE OVER, BUT I AM LOOKING FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND, A PERMANENT FRIEND, ONE WHO IS WILLING TO SHARE MY LIFE WITH HIM. I THOUGHT BEING BY MYSELF WOULD BE A LOT OF FUN, I COULD COME AND GO AS I PLEASE, OR THAT IS HOW MY SINGLE FRIENDS MAKE IT SEEM. BUT THAT LIFE IS NOT FOR ME. I WANT AND NEED SOMEONE TO SHARE MY SUCCESSES AND FAILURES WITH. SOMEONE WHO WILL TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK, AFTER I HAD A BAD DAY. SOMEONE WHO WILL LAUGH AT MY CORNY JOKES. MY LIFE IS TURNING INTO ONE BORING ROUTINE. I GO TO BED ALONE AND WAKE UP ALONE. THEN I EAT A LONELY BREAKFAST AND GO TO WORK. I COME HOME FOR A SHORT WHILE THEN I AM OFF TO SCHOOL. IN MY PROFESSIONAL LIFE I AM DOING WELL, SURROUNDED BY LOTS OF PEOPLE. IN MY PERSONAL LIFE, IT IS THE OPPOSITE. IT IS DULL AND BORING. I NEED TO SPICE UP MY LIFE. I NEED TO TAKE WHAT LITTLE TIME I HAVE LEFT IN THE DAY AND BECOME MORE OUT GOING. GO OUT AND DO FUN ACTIVITIES, MEET EXCITING PEOPLE. BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WILL NOT FALL FOR THE FIRST PERSON I MEET. I WILL BE A BETTER JUDGE OF THE FRIENDS I KEEP. MY HOUSE IS CLEAN AND WELL ORGANIZED, BECAUSE THERE IS NO ONE BUT ME TO MESS IT UP. IN MY LONELINESS I COOK AND CLEAN, BUT I WOULD TRADE THAT FOR SOME GOOD COMPANIONSHIP. WATCHING TV AND GOING TO BED ARE THE ONLY EXCITEMENT IN MY LIFE AND THAT IS GROWING OLD. SO TOMORROW IS A NEW DAY, I NEED TO START LIVING MY LIFE, I WILL START BY TAKING UP A HOBBY AND SEE WHERE THAT LEADS. LONELINESS IS A CHOICE THAT I WILL STOP MAKING FOR MY LIFE. HELLO WORLD, LOOK OUT I AM COMING BACK TO BE A PART OF THE WORLD AGAIN.
YES I HAVE FRIENDS I CAN INVITE OVER, BUT I AM LOOKING FOR A SPECIAL FRIEND, A PERMANENT FRIEND, ONE WHO IS WILLING TO SHARE MY LIFE WITH HIM. I THOUGHT BEING BY MYSELF WOULD BE A LOT OF FUN, I COULD COME AND GO AS I PLEASE, OR THAT IS HOW MY SINGLE FRIENDS MAKE IT SEEM. BUT THAT LIFE IS NOT FOR ME. I WANT AND NEED SOMEONE TO SHARE MY SUCCESSES AND FAILURES WITH. SOMEONE WHO WILL TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK, AFTER I HAD A BAD DAY. SOMEONE WHO WILL LAUGH AT MY CORNY JOKES. MY LIFE IS TURNING INTO ONE BORING ROUTINE. I GO TO BED ALONE AND WAKE UP ALONE. THEN I EAT A LONELY BREAKFAST AND GO TO WORK. I COME HOME FOR A SHORT WHILE THEN I AM OFF TO SCHOOL. IN MY PROFESSIONAL LIFE I AM DOING WELL, SURROUNDED BY LOTS OF PEOPLE. IN MY PERSONAL LIFE, IT IS THE OPPOSITE. IT IS DULL AND BORING. I NEED TO SPICE UP MY LIFE. I NEED TO TAKE WHAT LITTLE TIME I HAVE LEFT IN THE DAY AND BECOME MORE OUT GOING. GO OUT AND DO FUN ACTIVITIES, MEET EXCITING PEOPLE. BUT AT THE SAME TIME I WILL NOT FALL FOR THE FIRST PERSON I MEET. I WILL BE A BETTER JUDGE OF THE FRIENDS I KEEP. MY HOUSE IS CLEAN AND WELL ORGANIZED, BECAUSE THERE IS NO ONE BUT ME TO MESS IT UP. IN MY LONELINESS I COOK AND CLEAN, BUT I WOULD TRADE THAT FOR SOME GOOD COMPANIONSHIP. WATCHING TV AND GOING TO BED ARE THE ONLY EXCITEMENT IN MY LIFE AND THAT IS GROWING OLD. SO TOMORROW IS A NEW DAY, I NEED TO START LIVING MY LIFE, I WILL START BY TAKING UP A HOBBY AND SEE WHERE THAT LEADS. LONELINESS IS A CHOICE THAT I WILL STOP MAKING FOR MY LIFE. HELLO WORLD, LOOK OUT I AM COMING BACK TO BE A PART OF THE WORLD AGAIN.
By:
bunga87
Age:
22-25
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Female
