I Feel So Alone

I feel so alone. I'm 18 and might be pregnant. I'm not even talking to the guy anymore. He was using me. I'm a disappointment to my family. I haven't told my dad my worries. He has so much pride in me I know that if I am pregnant I will see part of him die. I can already see the light in his eyes that he use to have for me die away. Slowly just fade away he will never look at me the same way again. I just lost my job, so if it turns out that I am pregnant I have no way in supporting this baby. I don't even know if I can go through this pregnancy. My beautiful perfect world is falling apart. I have a 2.0 GPA in college and I'm not even close to a degree. I would be the failure of the family. I feel like I have to carry this huge guilt around with me and with no one to talk to.
Vmont Vmont
18-21, F
2 Responses Jan 11, 2013

I'm so sorry to hear about what you're going through. I'm new to the site, but I'm pretty familiar with what feeling like the disappointment of the family is like, so if you need someone to vent to, I'm willing to listen.

Don't lose heart,try working out of your problem .its a very sensitive side of you that you noticed the change in your dad's feelings.he is so proud of you.dont let him down n above all manage your life to make the best of it.good luck.