I Know Your Out There

I feel like I don't belong in this world. everyone that knows me knows a lie I shape my personalities to fit in with people and never say what is on my mind. I don't want to hurt anyone with my troubles and I prefer to take others people's pain as my own to see them smile but In doing so I have lost who I really am. everyday I have to force myself to smile and laugh so no one will Ive forgotten how to feel happy. I feel myself fall down this black hole everyday and continue to lose more and more as time passes on. I have lost to many friends and family members to count I feel as though I am running out of time in this world and in need somebody to pull my out of this pit but not just anybody can help me. I have given up on this life but others are out there suffering with the same emotionless face and stoic attitude but with more pain then anyone else around them you can see it in there eyes. Eyes that have seen too much and that are losing their light. If your like me then you know your not alone find each other and help each other before its too late before you give up like I did
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Jan 13, 2013