I lost control of myself. I am 21 years old and weigh over 350 lbs. I am so terrified of going to sleep at night. I don't even really try and I don't know why. I am sick of living this way, carrying all this weight. It's given me anxiety problems. I've been this way since I was 8 years old. I don't feel like I get any support out of my family. I'm a stress eater, and thanks to my father and my father's mother, I am in a constant state of stress, and no thanks to this weight either. There's not a whole lot to do around here to get me really active and I don't have any money to join some fancy gym. I can walk, and that's about all I can do. I'm hoping this site and the people here will/can give me the support I need to lose this weight.