In the Dark...i Just Sit

I thought I had friends and after promising me they'd love me forever...they left me. And I've never known what its like to be truly alone....until now. I dont sleep cos I just sit up trying to get company from the tv. Some days I just want someone there for me. I wrap up in my pillows at night as if someones holding me so then I dont feel so alone. I feel distant from everyone I used to be close to...and its horrible. I just dont know what to do anymore....</3

darkwillwin darkwillwin
Mar 14, 2009