I've Done This To Myself

I have always been a bit of a lone wolf. In my advancing age, however, I feel that true love has eluded me. I had it once, and lost it. I have never been one to date exclusively if I know there is no future. Unfortunately, I am so jaded and so misanthropic that I cannot see any way that I could ever again have a significant other. It takes me quite awhile to open up to people and even longer to become comfortable enough to be myself. Beyond that, my interests are solely my own and don't really coincide with anyone elses. Most females have friends, some of whom are male, and want their boyfriends to hang out in their group of friends, but I hate most males below the age of 35 and have a great difficulty in hiding my annoyance. I am not really very effective in a group dynamic and usually keep to myself. This is all me, I know. It's just that I have fallen into this trap and I have no idea how to escape it. As long as I am like this, I will be alone, and I don't know how to change.

TheEvilLeaper TheEvilLeaper
26-30, M
1 Response Mar 14, 2010

That is very unfortunate :( perhaps you should try to find friends like you, that is, someone who doesn't hang around with a ton of people and stays to themself a bit. Maybe you would have similar views or have something in commen. Hope things work out for you.