So my friends, my very close ones, on here know alot about me and have read my stories on my guilt and the so called family that I am meant to have, well i am pleased to say that I have finally let go of them. I have made a discovery that family isnt family just because they legally are; family are those people that care about you and are always there when you need or are always there even if you are not in the mood..From a big italian family I only speak to my mum and dad and i am so relieved to have talked to mum and dad and tell them my intention, and you know what? They fully support that. Pleased? Yes... Sad? No. I feel like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders and I am not the person that they all expect me to be, I dont have to feel like I am the dissapointment, regardless of my successes in life, education etc.. Its good enough for me and I am in a happy place.. I really dont care what they think anymore.. I can honestly say this now... I AM FREE!!!!!!