What Went Wrong

I thought I was a normal girl, a little sad but no diffrent to the rest. Boy was I wrong. As I grew up I began to realise how diffrent I am.
I have not been on a date in nearly 7 years. I am sure men just want to do the dirty and move on... well all the ones I meet anyway.
I have a job at a great company but my boss makes me feel worthless, stupid and incompetant.... I am not sure how long I can take it.....
I have one great saving grace in life. I have a super mom. My family and all my pets seem to make up for the rest of the world.
I am sure thats the only reason I have not left yet. I am sure they love me... Even when the world does not.
I feel so degraded, so tortured, so let down and alone.I can not find a man. I can not find a little piece at work.

I wish I was someone else. Maybe I wish i was just not........