You Know What....

I may be "cold", "uncaring", "distant", whatever you want to call it. When I see or hear something bad that has happened to someone I think "man, sucks to be you". I admit that, I rarely have any kind of feelings of empathy for another human being. I'll admit I am selfish, I'll admit that I don't give a crap. But, I >know< this about me, I >admit< this about me. I >know< most people aren't like that. So I play nice. I play nice because I don't want to feel bad. What makes me feel bad is someone saying or thinking something bad about me. Me hurting their feelings isn't what makes me feel bad, it's what they would think of me if I hurt their feelings. So I try my best not to hurt people's feelings and to, as I said, play nice. What makes me bitter is that my stupid worthless husband is selfish and has no empathy but he won't admit it. He uses it to get people to do what he wants, to get things he wants, to have everything go his way, and he won't admit it, not even to himself. That really ****** me off that he should get every thing he wants just because he is an a$$hole, and I, who at least try to play nice, get absolutely nothing.
katnipkitkat katnipkitkat
41-45, F
Nov 29, 2012