Years Of Misery And Upset Made Me Who I Am Today !!!

Years of sadness and misery made me depressed , worthless , and nearly destroyed me emotionally , from a young age I experienced a lot of emotional conflicts , that tore me between love and hate and anger, at some point with out going into what actually happend in my life nearly killed me , but guess what I'm still here standing tall with my head up high, I dnt look back now and feel sorry for myself I took it and learned from it to make sure these things don't ruin my future any more, it's been a long long road to get here but I think I'm finally getting to we're I want to be and all I want to be and do is to smile and be happy, not an expensive gift to ask for , so I'm hoping tht at some point last week in my life I decided enough was enough and its took to much of my energie bein miserable so iv decided to stop these negative thoughts and start with positive one and I think it's working thank god , but I will tell you better next week after a stressfull week at work a house full of kids and handful of chores see if I get stressed ha ha only joking life is for living lets do it x x