I'm so flaky and lazy. I disappoint other people enough that they expect it from me. I always beat myself up about it. Forgetting an appointment can send me into a downward spiral that lasts for days and can end up with me in the bathtub with a razor blade or in the mental hospital, hating myself all the more for losing control.
teawithharry teawithharry
22-25, T
Aug 21, 2014