HindsightEver truly regret something and look back at the situation and think that it was someone else who did it instead of you?
That's how I feel about something that happened two years ago ( not really comfortable sharing the story right now ), but it is something that I truly regret and when ever I think back on it I'm like "WTF, that wasn't me!"
In hindsight I realised it was the start of my "mental breakdown." I'm not looking for excuses in the way I acted, but it is a huge factor. I know now it wasn't really me, that it was some other crazy person that took me captive and made say the things I did.
Anyway, don't wanna keep going on, just wanted to add my own experience in a personality disorder.