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I feel this crazy energy deep inside of me. I don't feel it all the time, but when I search for it it's always there. I don't know what it is. I am generally a very calm, caring, and empathetic person. But when I reach inside myself to feel this's like I'm two people. This energy feels like raw power, it makes me want to fly, run until my feet bleed, scream, laugh myself crazy, beat the heck out of someone, change the world. I don't know what this energy is. Is it power? Could I use it? Is it just a feeling? This energy makes me feel like I could do anything if I only knew how to harness it. It also scares me a little. I don't think I've explained it very well, but this is the best that I can do. I really dislike talking about things like this for fearing of being branded some sort of new age silly person. But I kind of just wanted to get this off my chest, as I've never told anyone about this strange energy before.
PsychoBarbieDoll PsychoBarbieDoll 22-25, F 88 Responses Jan 9, 2011

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I feel it to it hurts in away when I touch it and it hurts the people around when I dip into it its really hard to resist especially on a bad day or week I nearly shredded my lover just now because it took over I feel as though I'm losing all control of it and I don't know how to handle something so powerful when its inside of me how to you beat yourself how do you take back control its always in there it just feels raw now like I've been itching it to much

After reading a lot of this I decided to set up another forum for the more experienced to teach those who are new to this feeling. I have it too however it seems that I can control it better that what I have read from you guys. Please visit the forum to share your thoughts on what this could be. By the time you enter I would have already written some stuff on the matter.


without the space after http:// it was just because the message was throwing up errors :/

Ok so i dont ever go online and respond to anything but i know how it feels, my power or whatever it is i can feel it in my chest and it spreads when i close my eyes and take a deep breath. I dont know what it is or even that people felt what i was feeling but now that i know there others it makes me feel less crazy. One night i felt it stronger then ever it rushed over my entire body then i heard someone yell my name it sounded like they were in the same room as me but they werent. I called back but no one answered. I kept convincing myself that it was all in my head but i still have that second guess was it someone from the beyond? Was it one of my family members that past away but some how contacted me for a split second? I dont know but i do know the surge of power in my chest and i cant stop it. It comes wants to and leaves when it wants too. I dont how to explain. Soemtimes i think its trying to tell me something that someones here with me, or maybe someone needs help and i need to do something about it. I have no clue.

I'm actually surprised that people are having the same experience as me... I have a sort of energy in my arms and hands. I can push energy into my hands pretty easily but on occasions if I concentrate hard enough I can shift it throughout my whole entire upper body. It's like a tingly feeling that you get when you're numb but less stronger and you're not actually numb. And the last few weeks I've been shocking people a lot probably due to this energy thingy... I found out about it during the summer last year/ this school year. I wonder exactly what it can do... I also think I've been acting crazier from before too...

I have been shocking people ALOT lately too but i thought i was just because of the weather but i dont know maybe its not.

I have power that goes out of me! With my eyes shut I can see it like pulses of light. It is an anointing form God! I can see it! I can feel it! Sometimes it feels like my head could explode! I use it for good. To stand in the gap on behalf of the land. And to protect the children of the people! It also protects me from the power of darkness trying to destroy me! They tried just this week! After her attack failed she bowed to me! No need to bow to me. I am just a humble child of God! Power is as real today at it was in the days of old. All power good or bad originated with God! Its in him that we live and move and have our being! Trust Jesus today!

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hi all, I'm here to explain from my experience about the energy that we have inside of us. I have the ability to read people mind or feel their feelings, my ability I believe is telepathy. But our abilities is limitless.We as humans,we have extra ordinary paranormal or supernatural capabilities deep inside of everyone. But most of us are not aware as they are not awaken or they haven't discover themselves. Our energy can't be term as bad or evil or's the user of the energy that matters.. our mind power can also change our reality, so be careful when you think negative thoughts it may turn real. I believe that if we focus on the hidden raw energy, we can manifest our imagination into existence. Focus and practices can help us reach different spiritual/ energy level.
There is the possibility for a higher energy/spiritual level users to have master all form of energy manipulation. E.g time travel, telekinesis, telepathy, teleportation etc. At the moment I'm level one user as I can focus only on one ability.

I wish to speak more, but I want to hear your response about this topic. Let me know how many form of energy manipulation can you do.

Ok, im a little worried that youre all lying, or youre all crazy... And i dont know about crazy amounts of energy or my instincts or crazy fast reflexes. But honestly i can feel some kind of energy in my body (mostly my hands) and i feel like i can control it most of the time, and i think that if i could just know what it does then i could do something with it. Please, if any of you are actually experiencing this and arent just crazy contact me and help me. Look me up on facebook. My name is Kenny Pietrowski im from stratford wisconsin. My profile picture is me sitting down leaning against a wall with one arm kind of extended. Please... Just contact me if youre sane.

Hello guys, my name is Skyler Crisp. I can't believe I actually found people who have gone through exactly what I'm going through. I am 15 years old, and I feel like there's this huge mass of energy in side of me that tries to unleash itself but it can't. This energy has always been there since I was an infant. At a young age, I tried releasing this energy so many times, but its never worked. It feels as if though I can move mountains with my pinkie or set buildings on fire with my mind. I can feel aura all around me all the time. I can sense other people and animals feelings just by looking at them. And i may be15, but this energy makes me feel thousands of years old. Ive felt like I've been through every major time event ever. This energy makes me feel like its shooting out of my hands and fingers. But whenever I release this energy, it feels like something dangerous is coming out to. I begin to let out this growl or roar that sounds nothing like me and my brain becomes tingly. Sometimes it scares me. It feels like more of a dark side than anything. But over the years I've learned to control it. When I try to release this energy, I somehow get stronger and I can move huge objects. And I don't know how, but I have these amazing reflexes that I can't control, like SpiderMans Spider Sense. What has been happening to me has become more of a superpower to me. I've learned techniques to control this energy and how to release it. But I've learned that we aren't just born with this. Guys, this is something ancient. Sometimes when I force out the energy, I can speak these words that I've researched so much to find but can't translate to anything. These words aren't just gibberish, they sound too important. There aren't many like us, but we all need to talk. I've somehow managed to learn more about this energy. Ive been told by all my family that I'm gifted in some way but I just don't know it yet. There is something about us that we need to find out. I wonder of any of you can feel as though you can form or shoot energy out of your hands? Because it feels like I can do that. I feel like I can set things on fire or control water with my mind. I feel like i can use telekinesis to move things with my brain. I feel like its powerful but dangerous. I can hear things move from great distances. I can see things move from incredibly far away. I have such crazy reflexes my friends call me SpiderMan at school. I can dodge things incredibly. Whenever my friends are messing with me, I can somehow manage to pretty much disable them in one second before they can do anything. I feel as if though I'm always on this other dimensional plane that I can just break through with my hand. This energy is dark but amazing. I think some of us might be more powerful than others who are going through the sane thing. I think we all need to start a discussion board or a website. We need to find out more. We all need to find out what this energy is inside of us! I'm begging you guys, we need to find this out! If you want to control this energy like I can, or if you want to help me find more people like us so we can find out more about us, please guys, I'm begging you, message me on Facebook. I have brown hair that goes to the side and I'm wearing a beanie. We can find this out together. This energy we have is amazing yet dangerous. We need to be careful with it. Thank you guys for your post about this. Without it, I wouldn't have been able to know that there's more like me. Remember my name is Skyler Crisp. Please find me on Facebook

I am SO glad I'm not the only one. I'm a freshman in high school, and I always felt this enery since I was really little, but I never understood what it was, until I was able to manifest this energy around my body (I can feel it. But I can't see it) and if I focus enough it makes me run faster and enhance my reflexes. Hope we can get more info.

Focus on the energy imagine everything as water all conected try imagining that your soul is an aura and you can make waves in the air if the more you do it the stronger you get like a muscle.......evolve but keep it to yourself we are envyed and feared stay safe

If anyone figures out levitation then contact me

I thought I was the only person who felt this! I do get this energy in me all the time and I've looked on tons of websites to try to find out what it was. But I get so much energy I almost gain something but then I lose it it just goes away. Pepole who have this energy can relate right? It's so weird like are we suppose to use this or just keep it to ourselves or is it dangerouse. I just want a AWNSER to this

I can help you

But you better be for real dnt waste my time

I know what you mean I feel this.. We need to make use out of it.. Don't let it go to waste it's a gift..

i feel the same for me it feels like it keeps building inside me also is it the fear of hurting those close to you.

I would like to know if this is still something that is being discussed. Some of the users below, such as TheGarrettFell, talk about creating some sort of discussion group. Did this ever occur? If so might it be possible to get details?

i feel it too, i feel its some form of power that us empathetic, loving people feel when we feel maybe to much, i want to change the world, i want to get behind everybody who has this feeling and we could use our energy together to make the whole world a happier place, thats what we need :)

I'm the same way... It's so hard to find people that feel this... I want to make good use out of this energy I carry... Maybe put on a show?

I feel the same thing , since I was in pre k , now im in 8th grade and the energy feeling is hard to control

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Wow, I'm so amazed to meet people who have experienced this as well! I've only felt it in the past two years, but its as if a white star of energy is inside me. I originally utilized it to sense other energies and people; and I began experimenting in out-of-body exploration and am still developing it. This past year, I've discovered I can control my body temperature as well. If I'm freezing or too hot, the energy begins pulsing throughout my body and balances my inner temperature. With this revelation though, I also have bouts of wild/feral energy that's hard to control. My senses increase, I get stuck in a simplistic mindset (food, explore, run, mate) and I feel so alive, like I could run down prey and eat it raw, and I become hyper-aware of my own body. I have a feeling what we all are experiencing is remnants of our ancient ancestors; utilizing our full "Sixth Sense" to "survive". We are just more in touch with our inner senses that nowadays, humans ignore due to security in modern society . Its strange, but intriguing, and I look forward to learning more.

I know exactly what you mean. I started experiencing this at a very young age. I had a feeling for other people auras, also I could locate their pain and "heal" it.But I gave up on it for a long time. Last summer however I started to experience it again due to my work (opera singer). When I was on stage I could suddenly feel raw power flowing through me. First I thought it might be adrenaline rush because I released it in form of anger on stage. (Later I called this phenomenon - modus)In autumn I experienced alot of love. I felt like me and my love were really close and unexpected this feeling of flowing energy came back, but in way that allowed me to gain further control over my body, I also felt a light inside me, like I was a burning star. The effects were so great that I did enourmous growth in my singing career in literally days.I was baffled, how was this possible? For more than 3 years I struggled and for the most time considered myself an average singer at best. Then everything seemed possible...This feeling of love and energy made me curious, I didn't want to lose it, so I started to use it as often as possible. I discovered that it had its limits and that most of the time my body was not able to handle it.I devided the phenomenon in stages:1. stage I consider the release of goosebumps across my body, followed by a release of the warmth in my hands and relaxation of in muscular areas (eyelids, shoulders, spine etc.). This stage is easy to activate, you just need to imagine a strong feeling such as love or hate for someone and project it on your body. For example when we are furious we get goosebumps, our eyes open up etc. So it's natural.2.

2. stage - is more difficult. One has to control the goosebumps and send them all over the body. This way I believe you open up the energy channel. At the same time one has to relax as much as possible.
The difference between the first and the second stage is enourmous. You are able to feel a flow inside of you. One can sense other people's presence even with closed eyes (even their feelings like anger, frustration, happiness etc), in my case I can also heal or negate an illness with my will.
You become happy, energetic, fast and somewhat crazy. It's like you know that you can't fail your tasks anymore.
3. stage - is really intense. Your chakra or energy whatever you call it start to run wild inside your body. You are able to draw it outside your body and it will take different shapes, constantly moving and feeling up the space around you. One is literally able to feel the energy flow through your fingers (I have shown it to many different people, so it's a fact and not just my fantasy). You are able to enchance your abilities by a factor of 1.5-3x. However it is difficult to get. A really strong feeling is required - like a memory of a real love, hate, pain or loss. This state is also dangerous since you have to open your heart and the energy will be drawn from this feeling. I strongly recommend to do it while being in a love state. My experience has shown me that this way you take the least damage by aftereffects (yes, it has some negative sideeffects). This state feels like being in love or on drugs. You have a constant high and the duration lies between 1-9 days depending on your stamina and psychological state. After that you ARE GOING TO feel a low (energy, mood, even health) and you will be forced to rest.
4. stage - I just discovered this one a week ago. Basically it's not that different from the third one: but the amount of energy released is unbelievable. The flow is literally going through your stomach, heart, eyes and can be felt by others (not only by touching). I believe you need more than one feeling to achieve this one and it drains all of your energy for a short amount of time (10 min.)

Now how do I do it? Like explained before I search for a special condition. It is somewhere between being angry and being in love (superiority or pain sometimes). You can watch professional actors to get the inspiration. Listening to dramatic music also helps alot. I prefer a mix between rock and classical orchestra with chorus. You will start to feel livid. This is a sign that you are doing it right. When you feel the goosebumps coming enjoy the sensation, try without forcing yourself to move the goosebumps around your body. It gives you a feel of control, but this is just the start. For the next step you need is to feel the flow of energy. It's easy to feel in the palm of your hands and in the eyes. Try to focus on this flow.
When you feel somewhat familiar with this state, try to move your energy through your body. Search for places that are disconnected or get in the way of your meditation. Try to activate them by forcing energy through them. You must really want it or nothing will happen. Also don't decent to far into the realm of your fantasy, all effects are real and should be felt in reality. When you relax enough, you suddenly start to breath out your chakra. You won't be able to control it (rather you shouldn't - this is what you want). You start to feel excited.
It is easy for me to test out the effects of the condition because when I sing I use the accumulated energy for expression and control of my voice technique.
You can test it out by shouting. Search for an expression that suits you and now try to shout for someone who is in another room. It's not about how loud you are, it's about your expression. You have to want to make the other person hear you, even if you say it quietly.
For everyone who wants to use it on a daily basis I recommend doing sports. Otherwise you are going to lose alot of energy and probably get ill.

I wanted to ask you about something you posted July 18. How is all this possible and why do you think its happening? Do you know more people like this who have experienced all 4 stages completely? Is this common today? In your opinion.

Dear AnnaMolle5
It is difficult for me to say how this possible and who are the people who can use it. I myself don't know anyone who uses it this way, but I only started my search (that's how I came here. It is certainly not common and unfortunately nobody has time or interest to learn this technique. I would like to teach it to more people so I can study it better from outside.
I think the origin of it lies in our animal nature. This animal rage, its energy which is supressed by our brain and is than released through controled strong emotions. I suppose you have to be a singer or have another way of precisely controlling your body.

I've just never heard anyone explain it so well and thoroughly.. Who do you think is most likely to develop things like this

I am 14 years of age male. It started when I was young and is becoming more often I can feel something inside my hands it feels like electricity or pins and needles. Also I can give myself goosebumps and when I do I feel a pulse run through my body I'm not sure what it is though?

Please tell me if you have an idea. You can use the technique I described above to intensify your impulse.
I watched a video of monks who used Qui to do impossible things with their body. I believe it is similar and can be used as a shield, pain inhibitor or for healing.

It's been a long time since I have even thought of the feelings and experiences that you guys are going through. I went through a very unusual time in my teens, close to what you guys have commented on. At first is was energy and powerful but later I learned to meditate and travel with it. I would do weird things like close me eyes and feel things around me and then walk around the house without hiting anything, like having eyes but not opened. I could focus and close my eyes, throw a dart at a dart board and get bullseyes. I would run at night and feel the power in me, It made me feel like an animal but more than that. I could literally take larger and larger strides until it made no sense how big if strides I was taking. This sounds crazy right, I know, but it is what I could do. Life went on, I got older and our society as it is pushed me away from it and I let it go. I believe I could rekindle it but it's too time consuming now. What I can say is this. If you explore and reach out you see amazing things. YOu will learn things that don't make sense until you explore them further. Today I can walk into a room and easily feel what everyone's inner self is within seconds of hearing them talk to the degree like I was their best friend and knew them for a long time. Its a gift from exploring this inner power and I love it. Maybe one day if I have time I will explore again. It's still there but I hold it at bay. I'm happy for you guys, its a wonderful gift.

This sounds amazing and I believe you. It seems the power is different depending on the character of its user.

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Dear person I have had the same experience about an hour ago the only difference is that I let it go I felt good like I could do anything my entire body was tingling with life like I just survived getting struck by lighting I felt like I was going insane while keeping my sanity I felt unhuman like I could literally move a building I felt like I could literally rip someone in half but was too sane and good to do it I felt like I had so much energy if I would of pushed it out I could be able to see I felt like a superhero like if I was able to harness that energy I could help mankind the only thing that was going through my head was if I knew how to control it so im going to do some self-research and learn to control it and if I do I will not share it online or with just anybody for If I do unlock the secret of human potential most of humanity will not be ready for it

I feel the exact same way. I don't know what it is but I feel it when I like concentrate or listen to music. I can't really explain it but it surges inside and it feels like I can actually do anything. I feel that if I train and am somehow able to harness it I could help people. Until now I felt alone and didn't know what to do but now I know I must research and figure out what this is. I have a tremendous amount of determination and willpower and I WILL figure this out. I don't know if this means I have something that makes me special but what I do know it it IS something and I can't just sit and ignore and suppress this any longer. That is what I have to say.

I feal the same way, and to be honest I'm scared some times. Because I am Able to unlock my raw energy and at a very young age to as i am only 15 years old and learned to do this at 12. I am able to see the colored auras of people and some times I can see glimpses of ghost.

I get a feeling similar to yours but with mine it feel like physical power. It feels like I could rip someone apart with it even though I'm not a violent person. It also makes me feel like I could run forever and lift things no human could lift. I can always feel it. I don't know what it is or how to use it. Because if this I started doing heavy research in the occult and the abilities humans can possess. (Before you ask, No I didn't try to summon anything) but during all my research I didn't come up with anything. I would like to know what it is and how to use it if that's even possible.

I'm so happy that ive finally found people who feel the same way I do.

Ladies and Gentlemen, I've come up with a least for myself. My name means The Flame of God, and my power feels like fire or at the very least heat. The theory that I have come up with is that based on our different feelings during these times that we are the reincarnated elemental spirits or at least they live within us, and I think(I'm not sure) that I am the reincarnated Spirit of Fire, I know this sounds crazy, but besides the power from God manifesting when we fight the last battle against Satan, this is all I've got.

We need to talk. I will find a way. Until then email me

I am a women 25 and recently I went through something unexplainable. My mlEveryone thought I had went mad or had some type of personality disorder. I just remeber an energy taking over me. I felt so alive and so awake, but an angry side took over. In that moment I was able to manipulate the we ather. If I wanted it to would rain...overtime the energy kept me up for so long people feared that I would die from exhaustion. I ended up going to the hospital. But eveeyday I think about it and before this happened all I asked was God please show me a sign. Crazy right...

Hey! My name is Garrett Fell. I know it's a weird name bear with me. I'm 18 and I've been researching what we are all going through for a few months now and I just stumbled upon this. I'm quickly able to sort out which of you are actually experiencing what I'm going through. But I would like to explore more of what we have in common. When any of you get a chance look me up on Facebook. I live in Idaho. I'm pretty tan brown hair Brown eyes. Friend me and message me. I'm starting to put together some theories. I will find out why we are here and what it is we are meant to do. But I need your help.

I've been reading the comments and I'm happy I'm not the only one who feels this, I would like to know what exactly this is though or what can I do with it.

Hey Guys. I am 19 and of your kind and i actually found some uses of that. But i dont think its magical or something. It gives you like "root access" to your mind. So you can control or simulate feelings such as warmth in zones of your body. If you want to know how to use it, contact me.

I want to add that it is not a bipolar disorder, bacause it can be controlled and has never caused any depression.

I would be very grateful if you could do that because I have no idea of how I can use it or what for.

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I am 16 I have felt this sinse of power for a very long time I am absolutly happy that there are others I always have felt alone I've only told two people about the feeling but and I have always felt like I should be able to do more but I never knew how I wanna master the feeling and use it

OH MY GOD!!!!! I FOUND SOMEONE LIKE ME!!!!! HOLY SHIZ!!! I FEEL EXACTLY LIKE THAT!!!!!! Finally. :') I have literally searched for someone like me for years.