Raw EnergyI feel this crazy energy deep inside of me. I don't feel it all the time, but when I search for it it's always there. I don't know what it is. I am generally a very calm, caring, and empathetic person. But when I reach inside myself to feel this energy...it's like I'm two people. This energy feels like raw power, it makes me want to fly, run until my feet bleed, scream, laugh myself crazy, beat the heck out of someone, change the world. I don't know what this energy is. Is it power? Could I use it? Is it just a feeling? This energy makes me feel like I could do anything if I only knew how to harness it. It also scares me a little. I don't think I've explained it very well, but this is the best that I can do. I really dislike talking about things like this for fearing of being branded some sort of new age silly person. But I kind of just wanted to get this off my chest, as I've never told anyone about this strange energy before.
PsychoBarbieDoll 22-25, F 58 Responses 8 Jan 9, 2011