Need A Friend

I feel like Im alone.. i have no one to talk to about anything to. Unlike every one else that usually goes out on weekend nights i sit at home in my room alone.. I cry myself to sleep on most nights. Im just a face in the crowd It feels as if I disappered no one would even notice. I dont feel accepted by any one. Everyone that i used to be friends with just shut me out of their lifes. I dont feel as if my family even understands me. I just wish I had a different life or knew what was wrong with me and why I always get the short end of the stick. I dont know if i can handle being alone much longer.
nichole61895 nichole61895
18-21
1 Response Nov 30, 2012

I know how you feel. Today is my 23rd birthday and NO ONE has commented or wished me happy birthday. Not even my own mother. I have never more felt out of place in this cruel world. I just hate my life. No matter how much I try to be social I can never fit in. Makes me so sad I can feel my soul being crushed. Never had a girlfriend in my life. Which is sad because I would give anything to be with anyone. I would change my personality completely to fit that other person. Why you ask? because being me just isn't worth it.