Happiness Eludes Me ..

I had a very hard childhood.I emancipated myself at 16 and at 18 met the love of my life,in all respects my husband saved me.He gave me the love that I so desperately needed and wanted.For eight years I was happy,he was my everything...I was content.But now I am miserable again,he is so angry all the time he no longer loves me in that special safe way that gave me the only happiness that I have ever really known.I want to be happy again I want that feeling again...I deserve it but deep down I know that I will never be able to have what we did at one time.It's almost time to burn it all down and start anew.
OsageAphrodite OsageAphrodite
26-30, F
1 Response May 10, 2012

We al deserve love. Receiving love, when one desperately needs it, is often a gift, but seldom steadfast. I feel for you. I hope things are more clear now.