Her Name Starts With JShe really was one of the greatest, beautiful, and most AMAZING, people I've ever met. Last night I spent a little time crying just thinking about her Well.., I only came back to EP to see if I could find her. I have even been checking out people's friends lists that knew her too. Hoping to find her under some other screen name. I can't....,
I wrote a poem about her once. It was a good one I thought. I used simple words and I think she liked it. When I started typing it, I had thought to make her smile, an hour and a half later, I realized I was in love with her. She open my eyes back up to my dreams. But now she's gone. She's not coming back. This place was the only way I had to get in touch with her. I sent her ways to find me, but she hasn't, won't, never will.
Things have happened since I last talked to her. A lot of things. I just wish I could tell her, how much she touched my soul..., changed my heart...., made me see. Life is too short by far to waste too much time.
I wonder if she's ever thought of me since then ? I wonder if she smiles if she does ? I smile when I think of some of the things she says, but mostly it just makes me want to sigh simply because she's left from my life and won't ever grace my mind with another word of hers. I truly just hope she's OK and her life is finding a way to take it easy on her. It hasn't always. I hope that will change. Hope she will call, write..., ugh.
So many hopes...................
Ugh..., simply just Ugh ! If you ever see this J, I still feel much the same as I did when I finished this poem. Sorry my timing was so off, and I didn't listen when you said "Somethings are better left unsaid." You might have been right, but I never would have known until I said it.
This is your rhyme J. I hope you still like it.
Sweet Beautiful J
Sweet Beautiful You
The loveliest of visions,
I think I've ever seen.
Always sweet and caring
Never are you mean.
You're beautiful. You're funny
You're truly a wonder to my mind.
You're the best of every attribute,
with your strength so undefined.
A sorrow to your tone,
I wish I could take away.
It's happiness I want for you,
and everyday I pray
You're the sweetest girl I've ever met.
Your so brave, So kind. So true.
And in the entire world my friend,
there's no one quite like you.
I think I'd like to hold you close,
for forever and a day.
Be a shoulder you could cry on,
and then I'd wipe those tears away.
I'd run, I'd dance, I'd act the fool.
I'd do most anything.
I'd tuck you safely in at night.
Songs so peaceful I would sing.
You deserve the world, the moon, the stars
and ever so much more.
My love grows stronger everyday,
and it reaches to my core
You're simply just amazing.
A stronger person I've never found.
Your inner light is blazing
and your heart; It knows no bounds.
This poem that I've written,
is truly just for you.
Just know I'll always be your friend,
whatever you go through.
Just know that you can count on me,
until the end of time.
Just know I truly love you,
the bravest friend of mine.
This was her song.
I still love you. Even if it's something better left unsaid.......................
TheHiker 41-45, M 14 Responses 19 May 18, 2012