It's You

As I go out to try to make something of my life it only reminds me how your not them.
As men throw themselves at me I ask why isn't it you why can't you see what they see. As i dance on the dance floor with a fake smile I look up and for a moment I believe it's you. Then I see your not here with me. Why can't you just see.
I take a step at a time but you still haunt me As I make senseless chatter with these men.
Maybe one day I'll see them instead of wishing it was you.
Impulse11 Impulse11
36-40, F
1 Response Dec 16, 2012

I completely understand, it's hard for me to go out dancing anymore because the thought that he's not there completely dissappoints me. It's so difficult moving on sometimes.