Please Read Them

Before I share them, I want to give everyone a good message. It's not positive but trust me, it's worth reading. I'm sorry for the things that I do, for the things that I say and especially to those who have been caught in the middle of my drama. It is not your fault, wasn't ever your fault, won't ever be your fault. I know you care, I know you want me to be alright but sometimes, things don't go that way. I may sound a little deep right now and maybe a little dramatic but I can't express how I feel properly anymore. These lyrics aren't exactly how I feel. I don't feel like I'm better off on my own, in fact, I'm afraid to be on my own. I hope that clears your feelings of guilt.

I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don't believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don't know how it got so bad
Sometimes it's so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it's the only thing that I have

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own

On my own

I tried to be perfect
It just wasn't worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It's hard to believe me
It never gets easy
I guess I knew that all along

If you believe it's in my soul
I'd say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I'm trying to let you know
That I'm better off on my own
ZappedToTheUnicorn ZappedToTheUnicorn
22-25, F
1 Response Nov 27, 2012

*Embraces* So these are all of your doubts eh? Thanks for sharing them, but "it ain't gonna happen". Haha, hope writing this at least helped you feel a little better.