Ever Have All Your Energy Drained And You Don't Know Why?

I just feel really tired right now. I have some ideas why, but I'm not sure. I should be able to handle things and not be in hell. But I feel stupid among other things and want to have energy. I guess it's because things didn't turn out the way I wanted them to. There has to be a bad guy for there to be a good guy in a conflict, right? I don't want to be the bad guy but I think I may be anyway. Bad decision. Have to hope I can do right with other decsions and do the best I can despite the current failure. The end bit will be the best end bit I can make it. That's the new plan. I hope it works.
coluxus coluxus
31-35, M
May 6, 2012