Too Emotional For This Cold, Logical Existence...

I am sane in a world that sees me as insane and illogical. Everything I do is led by what my heart feels, rather than what my head thinks.

For over a decade since I turned nineteen, this has done me no favours. Thirteen years since my first sexual encounter. I think the mere act of full physical intimacy drove me down the path of doom. Not a day goes by without me thinking about sharing my being with someone who will respect it. I don't just mean sex or romance, I mean "clicking" on all levels.

I simply want to feel loved by someone in ALL senses.

I sometimes feel that I am about to die, because unconditional love for everyone I care for makes me a slave to any connection I make. My soul screams in pain, because 90% of those bonds can only be felt via the internet. Tonight, I really miss my best friend, but I may not meet him for years.

"Sing to me...sing to me, I don't want to wake up on my own anymore..." - The Smiths : 'ASLEEP"
TheRealWoman TheRealWoman
31-35, F
1 Response Jul 10, 2010

ThePeach, through your words, I see your beauty. It is out there for us both. Never apologise to anyone about explaining your reality. *HUGS* I am here should you need a good friend, most people here in my circle can vouch for me.