I Do But...

I know I am alone sure there are others who claim they care about me but they just don't want to here it so how can you cliam to care about some one if they can't ever talk about their problems and finds ways to cope with them. I can be in a crowded room with people I know and still feel alone because they don't see me but the image the want me to provide them so they can cope with life and the deluision they wish to carry around them as well. So I remain alone for all time unto my death come which I may or may not embrass with open arms.
solarregeneration solarregeneration
41-45, T
1 Response Jul 23, 2010

I know the feeling only too well of having to maintain an image in front of others because they don't want to see the real you. While you are smiling and pretending to be happy, they will flock round you. But if you show them how desperate you are inside, they melt away. Why it is like this I don't know. Perhaps when we open up, our pain touches the pain inside them which they try so hard to deny and to forget. Sometimes all the pretence is so exhausting.