Things That I Was Taught Help Me Get Trapped In My Thoughts.

I was abused at the age of 8 years old until I was 16years old. Through out the abuse I was told that the way you show love was through sex .So the way I seeked out love through out my adult life was seeking men to have sex with but when I did it made me feel dirty and cheap. I did'nt really have a clue as to what love was.I always felt so insecure not really understanding what I was looking for was way more than a sexual act and so much deeper than that . I'm 46years old and I am finding out what true love is what it really is. Our thought are very powerful and can hinder us in the decisions we make because of things that was taught to us.
melody45 melody45
May 15, 2012