I don't really know what to say , I joined this site literally just now and I thought I would share some sort of story. So here it goes. My sisters are amazing at everything , I have always felt like I lived in their shadows , they are far more prettier , skinnier and far more talented than I know I will ever be. So I have decided that the only way to make myself feel better and more importantly look better , is to just change my life completely , cut out all disgusting foods , exercise more and do anything to make myself look exactly the way I want. I don't want to be the ugly fat failure of the family any longer.