The Struggle

It's been about a year since my neighbor tried to rape me..ever since then I changed as a person.. i dont feel good enough for any man..almost dirty..i haven't had a seriously relationship since then and i dont think i deserve one... i know its not my fault..but idk at the same time i do blame myself to a point..ever since then i feel like i might as well have sex with anyone even if i dont care about them..b/c i dont deserve better and at least i can make them feel better..then afterwards all i want to do is cry..idk what to do anymore..i hate who i have become.. :/
prepset24 prepset24
26-30, F
Jan 5, 2013