Most of the time anymore I feel really worthless. Like I have no place in life or anything worth living for. I always wonder why I was brought into the world to start with. 


I also feel like no one loves me who should meaning my family who has taken care of me for over 18 years. Family should be open with their children but mine isn't.


I just want to run away often and not come back but I have no place to go.

kthimm1 kthimm1
18-21, F
2 Responses Feb 20, 2009

I know that now but I still feel helpless and worthless. I can't even be with my family whom I found. :(<br />
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My brother is in jail even. <br />
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I sent you a PM.

hello i have read your story and i wanted to let you know that evreyone including you has a purpose and a place in life for an example you have inspired me to keep going in life and keep my faith going. i know there is a lot of ups and downs in life, but when you feel no one loves you, you are quiet wrong my friend God loves you and He made you and He will never leave you nor forsaken you ever!! I use to think my adopted parents didn't love me but I was turned around by finding my birth mom and her family! When the skys are blue honestly you have God and I am here if you would like to be friends!! In an honest way & manner you are like an angel sent to me, you inspired me and you've releated to me when I thought being adopted was bad, but really it is a blessing in dicuess! :}