I Can't Maintain Relationships, Platonic Or No...

I have always tried to make friends, and have never been successful. I'm never invited anywhere. Any friends I have ever made used me. And the few friends I do have that have stuck around I barely see. The only social life I have is online. And even they get sick of me.

No one wants me.

I don't know what I did.

What I've done.

I think I push them away without trying.

I've lost faith in humanity.
absolutionist absolutionist
22-25, F
7 Responses Jun 8, 2010

Well feel free to chat to me if you want to.

Being able to make friends has always been an enigma to me.

I know how you feel,I am a 44 year old unwanted man,women call me weird and ugly,and to make matters worse many many women love the power trip they get from ***** teasing men,they get off on it and find it funny,but it drives me mad,I have never had sex or a girlfriend,but gay men fancy me even though I am not gay,when I go anywhere I am always alone and invisible to people,but unlike you I do have on line only pen pals,but my life is still very lonely.

I know how you feel. I have been unable to make any new friendships for years. Even here on EP, I feel all alone. We should be online friends ... if you want.

What about me?<br />
I'm around, even though you graduated and won't get to see you for awhile.<br />
I feel that same way though. I've been screwed over by "friends" many times...I've lost over half the friends I had. Just this year.<br />
No one talks to me much anymore either. I know how you feel, and I'm just gonna tell you that I love you Carol!<br />

wanna drink together?

ugh... you sound depressed hun. :/ i'm sure your family loves you. believe me i've gone through this whole everyone is against me. its a terrible feeling but i got help and am getting better! :) you should too.