Am I Not Importan?

Well it hurts a lot to say but the guy that i love with all my heart just moved to Georgia. I live in California, and the distance it so great that i hate it. He was my elementary crush and middle, and we were together on and off, on and off all threw high school. We stop talking for a while and I was okay with that because I felt like I had to move on in my life. Then this semester of college i found him at my school and at first I didn't say anything. He went up to me and said "why are you ignoring me." I told him well what did you want me to from there on we just said "Hi" from time to time. Then this happens, and he doesn't even say bye or tells me. I know he doesn't have to but i wonder why he didn't. I thought maybe after all of this he could of told me.

I love him, and yet I hate him. I guess I was never good enough for him. I feel foolish to think that he ever wanted me for me. What I don't understand is why he acted the way he did and then just act different when we were alone or with friends. I always new he would do his life and move and do him, but never in a million years did I think he was going to move so far away. I hate it so much.
sabedoria sabedoria
18-21, F
May 4, 2012