No Really

All my life I felt like I was in the way... funny for an only child, I suppose. The usual thing I heard from my peers was that I was spoiled and indulged because I was an only child, except I always felt unwanted.
Some years ago, my mother actually told me that she was sorry she had me...
I knew it!
I'm sort of resigned to it now. I've always been surprised when friends include me or like to have me around - usually they have to go out of their way to show that before I recognise it because I'm so used to being unwanted...
Pavlova8 Pavlova8
36-40
May 7, 2012