I Am Unwanted.

I've felt this way my whole life.  Part of it is the fact that I've never felt good enough for any one person in my life.  I'm like a burden, and I don't know why.  It seems like there are people in my life who leave just as quickly as they enter, and I blame myself.

DistantDreamer DistantDreamer
4 Responses Jul 1, 2008

You are wanted and you are loved by Jesus, who wants you to accept Him and become free and perfect in His sight!

I feel this way every day. It's strange. While I'm not exactly the most normal person in the world, I don't understand why I can't hold on to the people in my life. It's like I'm truly a mistake, something that lowers the entrophy in the world. When they first meet me, they like me, and then as time goes on they see the true defect in me which I can't figure out and they leave me. I have no best friends because of this. I become the burden in people's life, and most of the time I'm just a stepping stone to better things for them. But just like a stepping stone, I get left behind and used.

I always blame myself I definitely understand this, I think that people dislike me because I'm just weird and It's my fault for not trying harder.

I definitely can relate to this... I understand, the feeling.