It's The Little Things

It's interesting how it's the little things that hurt the most. Friends having a conversation at the table and excluding you. An seemingly innocent comment from a workmate.

It only takes something little to be misconstrued the wrong way and make me feel worthless, self conscious, unwanted.

Were my friends purposely excluding me from that conversation or was it just that I was sitting there quietly trying to feel like I was fitting in?

Was my workmate commenting on my list of things to because I was slow at getting things done or because she didn't realise how busy I was?

I guess at the end of the day I'll assume the worst. I won't want to but sometimes it's a lot easier to.
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Sep 1, 2012