The Feeling Of Being Unwanted

As i always feel alone
I went to my safe zone
With no one to bother me
With no one to see me

When I'm here, i feel free
feel the breeze of the sea
a wonderland made for me
Surrounded by an oak tree

This place is not ordinary
but it is imaginary
Some people ask me
Are you Crazy??

They say there's no such thing as this place
They say, don't waste your time to find ways
To make people love you for who you are
Because there will be no one to accept who you are

Then again i feel rejected
For what most people said
The feeling of being unwanted
Is as mean as the word death

So I always wish to just sleep
Never come back to reality
So i cannot see the eyes of disappointment
That burn my life forever