I Know...

Yeah, there is a disconnect between the head and heart. I know people from all ages and genders want me for a variety of things (friendship, dates, company, etc). But I feel totally unwanted.



I'm guessing if you have had things happen to you in life that make you feel degraded and different (compared to 'normal' people) or unwanted then those will always haunt you and bring these emotions up until you face them head on. And it is a painful process to do that.

I agree completely with Mello on this one... it's really hard once your brain gets ticking and sends you down whirl pools of emotions and thoughts.



Sometimes the easiest way (I find) to deal with it when things get that way, is to embrace the fear head on.

i had to dry fry the bread... our grill conked out pretty soon after our oven did....

Luck luck luck!!!



Have fun cleaning. :)



Mmmm. I think I shall have some peanut butter bread... no toaster.. :(

hehe everything is so pink and fluffy here!!!!



i just ate two slices of toast with peanut butter which i am determined is going to stay in my stomach, so im gonna go put loud music on and clean my room..... wish me luck, its a complete tip here...

Okay! Tell me where you like tings to go. Oooh!!! look at the pretty pink fluffies!!

my bedroom would be nice, its possibly messier than my head!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PhOc0V-ES40&feature=related

*grabs a mop, bucket, and broom*



Where shall we start?

*hugs* Id be there in an instant if I could, but unless there are planes for less than a tenner, we're stuffed!





Thank you mello :) my heart and brain and emotions are in a constant battle with each other, its quite messy here.

x

*sends more warm and fuzzies*



I want you at our wedding. :) So hop on a plane. I'll pick you up from the airport. :P



I've felt something similar to what you have dear... It is hard to shake. Especially when your brain gets involved. It's easier to tell the heart you're wanted but then that dern brain gets involved and uses foul logic to convince you otherwise.

thank you guys :)





Its just not a feeling i experience. I do feel warm and fuzzy now though :)

thank you sweet heart. x

sweet, i couldnt forget you if i tried, and i definitely wont be trying, so we're good.

isn't it funny (and sad) how we are surrounded by the entire world and yet feel so alone



hard to explain to those who've never felt it but i wouldn't wish it on anyone



love u always

forget me not darlin'

I just don't feel it. I know it but I can't feel it.