i mean.. sometimes people just totally blank me out. i try for people all the time, i try my best to not leave them out and treat them with kindness, and it's like nobody even realises what i'm TRYING to do. all i ever do is try. i feel lost.. i cry myself to sleep most nights on how messed up my life is and all my imperfections. when i cry i get that feeling , the lump in my throat feeling and its almost as if my heart is breaking. its like my heart shrinks and i can feel it. my heart breaks too many times, just feeling unwanted and like im useless. life would be better without me
alliixxxx alliixxxx
16-17, F
Dec 7, 2014