Terrible Depression For The Last Few Days

I am going through deep depression with headaches and ear problems 

its making me feel really down at the moment



I can't begin to find the words to express it other than a tired overwhelming 

sad feeling that life is not worth living anymore.


I am just so hurt and disappointed 


I am sick of giving my best to everyone and get shift back from people


I feel like my relatives are killing me and all the people who abused me are killing me


there was no need for Joyce to push her value system onto me. its not her place to force me to have one night stands or whatever

she should have been using better words to speak to me ... 


I am very tired all the time.  and just run down ... heart broken 





czaristacrystals czaristacrystals
36-40, F
May 8, 2012