Sometimes...

I do write about some very disturbing facts of my past. Sometimes after writing those types of stories, I do feel vulnerable and often a little tearful. But, on the other hand, I am glad that I wrote it down. :-)

It's good to get that stuff out and into the open. It's more painful for me to keep it buried inside and it's toxic. It's best to splatter it on the pages of EP... sorry for making a mess! But, this is the dumping grounds for honesty and truth, is it not? =p

The thing of it is, whatever vulnerability I felt in the moment of posting, it's gone within a few hours. Even if I get comments... by the time that happens, often hours later, I am past whatever emotions that was dug up from the memories of a horrible situation. I had faced my past, but putting it in black in white is sorta like closing the cover on it, for good. :-)

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1 Response Feb 23, 2009

I'm glad. I think it's a good thing, and yes comments certainly help don't they? I am addicted to comments.