People Only Like Me Because They Pity Me For My Shyness And Nerves...That's only why all the mums in the daycare like me and I am childlike and immature which is why the kids like me.
My co workers like me because I look so young and are therefore *sweet and cute* and again, I am sure they feel sorry for me as well for being so shy and nervous. I am a joke and feel like an absolute nobody.
I am a freak, shy, nervous, always anxious, always too sensitive and emotional and I am not important enough for people to bother with once they have had their use out of me. But then I am so boring and quiet, who can blame them?
When I think of myself, I just think *Nobody* or *worthless* I feel destined to be the freak forever and I am tired of it.
I just wish I could be normal.
Jenni855 26-30, F 5 Responses 2 Jun 17, 2011