Think It's True

Everything I thought was true is crumbling down around me. Like a sandcastle in a wave of doubt.

My job, where I am a leader, is leaving me out of important decisions. Promoting people (well, men) above men. Questioing me on arbitrary issues. Holding me to a different standard than other people at mt level. It is alarming.

My boyfriend has made it extremely clear that I am unimportant. So unimportant that with a one line text our year and a half relationship is over.

My family rips apart everything I do. My kids never have enough. I'm not a good enough mother. I'm either too harsh or too soft, depends on the day.

Nothing I do is right. Enough. Satisfactory. Worthwhile.
sassyg1rl sassyg1rl
46-50, F
May 24, 2012