False Hope AgainI just posted a story on "I Am Unemployed" which will explain more of my current state of mind. It's not that I want to avoid reliving my past as to my current job status, it is easier to help explain one of the reasons that I am feeling worthless.
This is another reason for my feelings. I have or what I thought I had an oppurtunity to go back to work with a former employer. We had talked last Wednesday the 16th about me coming back. He is in need for a person that did what I had done for his company before.
He told me that he would rather hire me again because he knew that I could do the job. That gave me hope. I knew I wouldn't be unemployed much longer. He informed me that he would call again on Friday to set up a time for me to retake a recertification that this job required. Friday came and no call. So I let it go and decided to see what would happen Monday. Monday came and nothing happened. Giving him the benefit of the doubt, I waited until today to once again call him. He is now avoiding my calls.
I am not that big a fool or I am not that stupid about certain things, but if you tell someone that you will do something, then carry it out. A phone call would have been sufficient to let me know he made another choice. Why do people do that? Give someone hope and then pull out the rug when they least expect it.
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