It started last week . Coming home from work , I was pulled over by the police . The car was impounded because of a mix up with registration . Then the next morning I twisted my ankle and wasn't able to make it to work for a few days . In the meantime I informed my boss about the predicament with not having a vehicle . So now I have to start earlier than normal , which is near impossible to get bus or train . The wife's car needs to get rewired so the electrical system is functional . I just don't have the money make it happen . No matter what I do , I just find I'm going backwards in life . I have been thinking it might be easier to leave and live in a place where I don't know anyone and where I can start again . I feel like I am letting down everyone around me . I'm struggling to find a reason to get out of bed each day , smile back and generally talk to anyone .
This last week has really pushed me to my limits . It's like I have stepped on a black cat while walking under a ladder on Friday the 13th .
naughtybloke naughtybloke
46-50, M
Aug 29, 2014