You were different than before. But still. Even though it hurt to see you that way i couldnt stop the beating of my heart, or the way that your dark eyes made me ach for you. even though you were thinner and more hardened by time, your hands still stirred the same need and feelings as they had before. the simple way you held my face in your hands, the way you brushed the hair from my face, it made me see so much. i was afraid of being wrong. afraid that the feelings i had were not the same as yours. the first time i fell in love with you it was as if i needed you. this time it was as if i needed to be there for you. my love for you expanded. i loved you all over again with a feirce love i still cant contain. i needed to be the care taker. to show you love when i was still in pain. to love you enough to look past everything, and do what i needed, i needed to let my self love you. and now that i have ill never ever look back. i love you so much.