I Fell In Love At First Sight
What would you do if you had this secret crush over this popular boy who is actually your ideal guy, dirty blond , hazel eyes and pouty lips?
What would you do if you couldn't think of anything but him in class and you nearly messed up 7th grade? And your mom nearly freaked out when she knew ?
What would you do if you gave up hope and after two blissful years of not thinking about him, the thoughts came back on and the drama started and now messed up 11th grade while you were so ready for high school?When your crush has all these six packs werewolf and mind blowing body, when he keeps teasing while sitting behind you in class, when all your hopes of making this year work with your studies came crushing down your feet.
Questions and questions going round and round in my head, Not to forget that we nearly lost our granddad who had prostate cancer and not to forget that my dad will turn off anytime now because of his heart problems.
I've Actually had enough of all of this and wanted to start fresh and new, but then came my mom with her advises and she built up some kind of fence to stop this and probably she said it was for my own good
I'm not questioning God because i'm little by little loosing my faith. Back to my crush who in the middle of the year dated this anorexic girl which i didn't know off not to mention that she's older than him and that she's super ugly,not that i am Angelina Jolie or anything.
But then again, you always have these little tiny stuff that pops up now and then which actually makes your 5 minutes feel like heaven.
I'm a 16 year old virgin, I'm going to my therapist by the end of this month to figure out how to start fresh and how to forget obsessions and focus on really things.
One advice my dear readers : Do Not Fall In Love Over The Years That Come, And Even If You Do Make Sure He Feels The Same Because Believe Me,
One Sided Love Actually Sucks!
My story is actually pretty cliche, but i keep going no matter what, no matter how hard it is and I keep thinking there's always someone waiting out there.
What would you do if you couldn't think of anything but him in class and you nearly messed up 7th grade? And your mom nearly freaked out when she knew ?
What would you do if you gave up hope and after two blissful years of not thinking about him, the thoughts came back on and the drama started and now messed up 11th grade while you were so ready for high school?When your crush has all these six packs werewolf and mind blowing body, when he keeps teasing while sitting behind you in class, when all your hopes of making this year work with your studies came crushing down your feet.
Questions and questions going round and round in my head, Not to forget that we nearly lost our granddad who had prostate cancer and not to forget that my dad will turn off anytime now because of his heart problems.
I've Actually had enough of all of this and wanted to start fresh and new, but then came my mom with her advises and she built up some kind of fence to stop this and probably she said it was for my own good
I'm not questioning God because i'm little by little loosing my faith. Back to my crush who in the middle of the year dated this anorexic girl which i didn't know off not to mention that she's older than him and that she's super ugly,not that i am Angelina Jolie or anything.
But then again, you always have these little tiny stuff that pops up now and then which actually makes your 5 minutes feel like heaven.
I'm a 16 year old virgin, I'm going to my therapist by the end of this month to figure out how to start fresh and how to forget obsessions and focus on really things.
One advice my dear readers : Do Not Fall In Love Over The Years That Come, And Even If You Do Make Sure He Feels The Same Because Believe Me,
One Sided Love Actually Sucks!
My story is actually pretty cliche, but i keep going no matter what, no matter how hard it is and I keep thinking there's always someone waiting out there.
By:
GothicFlower
Age:
16-17
,
Female
