This Truly Happened. It Hurts

Tonight 
 
I can't go to sleep. I keep on thinking about her. I am depressed. She has a boyfriend and she knows how I feel about her. It kills me. It's like she doesn't give a damn about me. And I feel this... way about her. I am crying just thinking of not talking to her. That is why i have to forget about her. It would be for the better though. It's just hurts too much to see her as a friend. I think I should call her and tell her. It would be better. 
 

The Next day: (Saturday)

Truly the dialogue... 

  "hello?" 
  "hey, its jared. You got time?" 
  "ya what's up?" 
  "okay... I am breaking up with you." 
  "haha what?" 
  "please don't laugh it's just makes this that much more difficult." 
  "jared, what's wrong?" 
  ""I am breaking up with you, but like our friendship. No don't talk just listen. You got a boyfriend and I like you we already know that, but it kills me being your friend. I've tried hard to be friends with you but I just can't anymore. It hurts too much. I can't keep chasing what I am not going to get and be just a friend. You are one of the most special girls I will ever meet. I've loved you since I first laid eyes on you. I love you so much. I'm sorry if I ever hurt you in any way. Goodbye Chelsea." 
 
I am crying now even thinking about it. Saying goodbye to the girl you love hurts. I hope none of you deal with a problem like this.
 

SomeCallMeSuperman SomeCallMeSuperman
18-21, M
2 Responses Mar 9, 2009

I know how you feel, but I am happy for you because you managed to let go - not a lot of people are able to do that, including me. Stay safe, it's a big world out there.

Same thing happened to me, and I'd like to hear more about it. Would you consider adding me as a friend?