Am I In Love With A Stranger?

I met this guy on here a little more than a week ago at first he was offering to be a ***** donor for me we haven't met in person yet but we seem to have become so close and have so much in common I don't think I could say we are in love yet but there's definitely something between us and I wanted to share this poem as it feels appropriate. Loving a Stranger

Am I one to act
Like a teenager
Am I off the track
Flirting with danger

Am I still intact
Void of all anger
Am I out of whack
Loving a stranger

Am I surmising
Our love has a chance
Am I realizing
We have yet to dance

Am I surprising
Taking a bold stance
Or compromising
Friendship for romance

Am I respecting
The space this girl needs
Am I neglecting
To plant the right seeds

Am I selecting
The words that she reads
Am I injecting
The love the Lord breeds

Am I just scheming
To set my heart free
Am I just steaming
As hot as can be

Am I just screaming
“My stranger love me"
Am I just dreaming
Of that apple tree

Am I relieving
All my past anger
Am I just leaving
My heart in danger

Am I deceiving
Like a teenager
Right to believe in
Loving a stranger