He's The Only Friend I've Got.

So, I've known my best friend for over 3 years now. He's also my ex, we've been together a few times but never worked out for different reasons. He's was diagnosed with bipolar 2 years ago and is getting better now. He's also got two sons and a daughter due in 4 weeks. He's the strongest person I know to have to deal with that all on his own. I guess that's one of the reasons I fell for him. I've also got social anxiety and depression and he gets me better then anyone else, we've got the same problems and I can't talk to anyone like I can talk to him. I don't love him in that way any more. But he is my best friend in the whole world and my only friend. I haven't had a friend like him ever, I've had other 'best friends' in the past but they've all been users. I'm glad I've got a best friend of the opposite sex I can share everything with, honestly if I didn't have him then I wouldn't be me. When I'm having my down days he brings a smile to my face because he knows how I feel and how hard it can be. I don't need a 100 friends, just him.
unknowngirl2012 unknowngirl2012
18-21, F
May 19, 2012