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I Fell In Love With My Teacher

My First (and Only) Love

By: lonelygirl1998
Written on July 31st, 2011
i developed a crush on a teacher in my school when i was 8yrs old, i looked up to him these feelings gradually changed and grew until when i was 11 i was madly in love with him! he is gorgeous and treated everyone equal aswell as givin everyone a chance and lookin out for us even if not in his class. he always had a way of makin people laugh and happy no matter how down they were. all i neeeded was for him to walk into the room and iwould brighten up! i couldnt bear to spend a second away from him and if he was outta sight id worry myself sick sumit was wrong! all the students loved him he was the best teacher in the school and is the best teacher that the school has ever seen any1 will tell u that he left the school then and its now been 13yrs and i still really miss him and have feelings for him. i just dont know how to move on! i know and always ave that nothin can or could ever happen between us no matter how strong my feelings are! i know 1 thing i will always love him and he has a special place in my heart for the rest of my life he has really left an imprint on my heart
By: lonelygirl1998
Age: 22-25 , Female
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  • shall13
    shall13

    Firstly you know nothing can happen which is good. Now I have been in that place you are in. I had a big crush on my PE teacher at school ten years after I left he appeared in my dream and then I saw him in the street all those feelings came back but I found once I was at college I forgot about him. I still remember that feeling but I moved on it took about 15 years to do it and I have had loads of crushes on other men since but one day you will wake up to find that you have not thought about him. I now have a crush that has gone to the next level yes he is older than me but what we have is what I have always wanted in a man and I can honestly say I have never been happier.

    Dec 14, 2011
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    • lonelygirl1998
      lonelygirl1998

      Thanx!! Its just hard and time not makin it any easier!! I still miss him terribly! I know ill never forget hom and will always love himi just need towant tobe able to get on with my life!!

      Dec 15, 2011
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    • shall13
      shall13

      If its any help I wrote about him in a fictional story with what I wanted to happen and by doing that it sort of got it out of my head. These days I day dream about my current situation which just makes me feel happy. Hope that helps:-)

      Dec 15, 2011
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  • hairyontheinside
    hairyontheinside

    You know how to love deeply and honestly. I don't think you EVER have to let go what you feel for your teacher (I sure haven't), but at some point your life might be different if you were open to someone else having a place in your heart too. I'm sure you have a big heart with plenty of room. It's true that there may never be anyone you can love quite like him and that's totally okay.

    Aug 5, 2011
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    • lonelygirl1998
      lonelygirl1998

      thanx i just dont know what to do anymore i miss him so much! and it not gettin any easier as time goes on!

      Aug 6, 2011
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