True Love Or Heartbreak?

I can’t touch your face or kiss your lips. I can't even hold your hand. All we can do is type words across a screen. It is almost as if we are in this imaginary land. We’ve grown so close and you’ve become my best friend. I’ve fallen in love with you over time through all the instant messages, phone calls, texts, and e-mails. Our love have grown higher than we can climb. Days turn to weeks, and weeks turn to months. We know each other better than anyone ever could. Endless hours are spent talking about everything and nothing. We laugh and we cry, we spend more time together than we should. Our love is like no other, different yes but true. How can I fall in love with someone I can't see? Maybe it is the words you type across my screen. Or maybe it is the thought of something that can never be? Am I not what you want? Am I not what you dreamed of, or am I not good enough? So many unanswered questions. I don't even know if it's real.
adamw adamw
36-40, M
3 Responses May 20, 2012

why did i think i m de only lunatic on earth...a relief to know there are atleast three like me..loving a person u ve never met n never seen..

This is all so true. My "friend" is in Canada and I am in England.We talk and I have heard his voice but I do not even know his last name or what he looks like!! But it does not matter to me. In my head he is Brad Pitt or Ewan McGregor!! But he may be plain and dull, so what!!! His words and stories fascinate me. I call him my book character popped into life, as he has truly lead an interesting life!! He has been in gangs, on drugs, sectioned, jailed and all I know is that he has no distinguishing marks, as that would stand him out to the police!!! Where am I going with this, well nowhere I guess?? I have a husband a life here! But in my imagination I am there, looking after him in hospital!! I so want him well!! He cheers me up when I am down, he makes me laugh when I am sad, he calms me, when all others annoy!! If I was rich, I'd be there in a shot and damn the consequences, but I'm not, and I'm never going to be!! Who knows, maybe one day we will meet!! That would be heaven! Dreaming of you!!!! Cath

Sometimes you just have to make the necssary plans to travel to meet this person. I met my best friend on line, through Facebook in 2010. She lives in Austria and I live in Ireland. Within 2 weeks of meeting I had a flight booked to see her. We see each other 3 times a year, a total of 20 days a year. They are the most amazing days and times together. We will meet again in 2 weeks time. We communicate for a few hours everyday but there is always something special when we meet in person. We like to touch, hug and kiss each other. The tactile things we can never to on line.